Dear Partner 2

Dear Partner,

 

It's me again. I forgot to tell you something the other time.

 

Why do I feel like you're my dream-killer? You have never supported me my hobbies or interests. Perhaps you have with my hobby but not with my interests. You always ridicule the way I do things, how I look, and all of that. I have never heard you praise me. All of you've done so far is drag my self-esteem down to the ground.

 

Every time I get momentum with doing my interests, may that be in music, in writing, in gaming, or in video-making, I stop because you, of all people, give me nothing but negative comments. And every time, I just want to quit entirely. But I start all over again, collecting the self-esteem that I've lost only to lose it again; It doesn't matter what interest that is. I think I've already given up one completely.

 

It's just sad that you do this. Is it because you have no interests whatsoever?

 

Regards,

 

Me


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